The holidays are creeping up. My heart is more broken then ever. I dread the Holidays, they always hurt these days. My last Christmas I spent the whole day crying and talking to you. People always leave. My family is a joke. I can't hold it together anymore. It was never my job to fix things. I'm pushing everyone out of reach. I don't want to feel anything anymore. I don't want to be close to anyone. The people you depend on, always let you down. We can't be friends. You can't be part of my life. Because the only way I want you there is if we're together. And I'm the only one who wants that. So goodbye. I hope your life is everything you want. I know you'll be just fine. As you said you've been crushed before. This was no obstacle for you. That clarifies everything. I'm finally letting go. This meant more to me then it ever meant to you. I'm always the naive girl, always too trusting.
I'm going back to being careless, it was all so much easier without feelings.
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