Basically...

I don't know why but when I think of you I can't help but smile.  Nothing about you is simple and I like that. You always have me on the edge of my seat.  I can't predict your next move. And I don't really care what it is, as long as it involves me.

My stomach hurts because my nerves are out of control. I hope I'm just overreacting.

You Can Find Some Rest With Me

Sleep was amazing last night.

Those arms make me feel safe.

That smirk makes my knees weak.

You make me laugh hardcore.

I'm not running away this time.

Lunch in 3 hours. 

I'm always looking foward to seeing you.

A week is too long.

Boyz in the Hood

Are you afraid of hurting me? I'm dying to know what your thinking right now.  Nothing about us is ordinary.  So I think it's okay to just give it to me straight.  I want to be the person you come to when you get good news. Opening up to me should be right around the corner.  Am I expecting too much?  I try to keep things simple for you but it's not that realistic. I'm always so afraid to hold on. Now i'm afraid to let go.

Dear Mel

Your truely happy.

Don't Settle

Dear Every Girl I Know,
You deserve someone who is going to spend his time thinking of you and actually caring about how you feel. He should make you feel like your at the top of the world. Time with him should make you feel invincible. He should tell you your beautiful and smart, and mean it with everything he has. He doesn't have to sweep you off your feet or buy you flowers on a regular basis, but he should treat you like a person. You have feelings and he should respect them. Don't put time into a guy who is just going to talk to you when its convenient. Don't allow yourself to be used and ditched when a new girl comes around. Don't settle for a guy who is giving you attention. You deserve the very best.

I Can't Sleep, Not That I Ever Wanted To

       Being back at school feels natural.  Everything seems to fall into place and my steps seem to have a direction.  I know I have to put my all in, but my focus rests on him.  I want to treasure every moment I have and hold on for as long as possible.  

       He isn't like you.  Sometimes my tones confuse him and he overlooks the truth in my jokes.  He doesn't know me like you do, but then again I have never opened up to him like I have to you.  You never deserved what we had, even if it was only two weeks long.  

        I don't want those arms to not be around me. I feel weird sleeping alone.  You have become my consistant head rest. Your chest is my most used pillow.