Got The Call When I Was Younger

It all just kind of hurts more than I can handle anymore. The nights seem like years without you next to me. Sleep is even further out of reach than it has ever been. I just need to hear that you miss me and that you care. I'm dying to hear you say that your not going to forget all about me.

Could we go back?

I really just wish i could know what your thinking. Sometimes i just want to feel like you need me around.

A Week Can Change Your Life

I've felt more emotions in the past week than I have felt in years. I screamed and cried and fell apart. All because I'm so afraid of losing the person who has captivated me more than anyone else. The words he spoke last weekend shattered me and then glued me back together. I understand that us staying together is going to be a struggle. But I can't imagine putting my hand in anyone else's. You told me "I meant everything i ever said to you, and the only thing i regret is that I didn't get to meet you sooner." I don't think I'll ever be ever to forget that moment.I quiver thinking that we won't work out.

Saying goodbye, I tried my best to hold back the tears. But they came, and once they started they weren't stopping. You gave me your dogtag. And I have been gripping onto it ever since. It makes me feel a little closer to you. Like you are right there next to me, wearing it. I want you to know that your heart is safe with me, I would never do anything to hurt you.

I know that it is only going to get harder, and i'm still unsure how that is possible. I have loved every moment ever spent with you. And no one could have or will ever make me as happy as you do. Don't feel bad for me or say that this isn't fair to me. I'm not going anywhere. I could never leave those arms that are like my home.

You Belong With Me

I'm not sure of anything, except for that my whole heart is in your hands.  I can't imagine it ever being any where else.

Scream My Lungs Out and Try to Get to You

I've been falling apart for days. Behind every closed door I find tears filling my eyes. I really do want you to be happy. I'm sorry if I have made you feel otherwise.

Every Notebook is Filled With You

You looked at me in a way you haven't ever before. Everything you do melts me. I've been hooked since day one. You capitvate me like no one has before.

I think about you leaving a lot. I can't help it. I worry about us. And I wonder what will happen once you graduate. But mostly I worry about you. I just want you to be happy where ever you end up.

The way you act recently says it all. You want me around. You enjoy every minute spent with me. It is the most amazing feeling in the world. You make me feel like i'm beautiful. The way you hold my hand makes me melt. The kisses on my cheeks and neck always bring a smile to my face. You are my everything.

47 days left until my heart breaks into 20 million pieces.

You've kissed me so many times that I know exactly the way your lips move, and the exact place your hands fall when on my hips. But somehow every day seems new with you. Being with you could never get old. When you leave, I'll be lost without you. Not to be dramatic, but my life has involved you for over seven months now. Your arms are always holding me together.

No Regrets

I've been a mess the last few days. And I can honestly say I would probably be in bed crying right now if you hadn't been around saving me. I loved seeing you protect me and worry about me. The way you held me this afternoon said it all. You said you never want to spend a week without seeing me, that you don't even want to spend a day. It is becoming clear to me now. How serious this could all end up. I can't picture my life without you in it. I never want to sleep without you next to me.