Everything, everything

We made plans. I don't think I can say we have ever done that before. We're spending New Years together, and I can not wait. You didn't hesitate to make real plans and you always hesitate. Maybe you are beginning to see what I see. We have something really good here and it isn't changing anytime soon. Your finally believing in us and that means everything to me.

I Know

Every time i see you I love you a little bit more. I didn't even think that it was possible to care so strongly for someone. Your saying some goodbyes while I sit waiting for it to be my turn. I can't explain to you how happy seeing you made me. I know the next few weeks will be full of tears because two days every five months is never going to be enough time. But I could never give up what we have just because its hard. The other night when you told me I'm you everything, I believed you. And I can't remember the last time I really believed in anyone. Being in your arms the last two nights has erased all my fears about us. You are everything I could ever want.

When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?

The Silence isn't so bad,

Till i look at my hands and feel sad.
Causes the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

Hopes as High as Mountains

I'm afraid that I'm letting myself get my hopes up. What if you change your mind or can't make it here? Being at school makes me miss you more than ever. It was so strange to see all the army boys sitting at a table without you. Everyone asks how your doing, how were doing, and how i'm doing. They say they're glad were together and talk about you. It is nice to know that a lot of other people see what I see in you. So many people admire you and adore you.