Don't Blow Your Composure Baby

We were all just laying around talking when she asked us if we had ever seen The Blindside. I smiled said yes and you said "Yes, we both have, it was our first date." Why didn't I see how amazing you were? Why didn't I allow myself to feel anything for you? I know I wasn't ready yet, and I probably lost my chance then. I'm always closing off my heart to the people who actually deserve it.

I'm not really happy, but in your arms I find rest and sleep easy. What the fuck am I doing?