I just am in shock. Everything you said about it being hard was just bullshit. You could have been honest you know. You could have just told me you lost feelings. I would have preferred the truth. I'm pretty sure I deserved it. I did everything I could to make you happy, and all along, you deceived me. Don't ever say you worried about me again.

I hope things with her are easier. I hope its not too hard for you.