I'm Just Faking

I still can't believe your gone and left me. I can hear your voice in my head. You tell me to keep my head up and smile. You tell me that I can't change anything and that a lot of time, have no control. I hate how you never leave me. You're gone but I can't get rid of you. I remember feeling wrapped up in those arms. My days spent with you, were the best days I've ever had. I wish you understood how much you mean to me. You really mean everything. I rest my head on the couch and think back to all the times my head was rested on you. Those drives in your car where I would almost fall asleep on your shoulder, listening to the Beatles. You could have had me forever; I wish you would have.