Thursday, December 17, 2009

Its Okay.

I don't hate you. Someone said something to me, that made it all make a lot more sense. She told me that I've been on your end before and I've done the same thing to others. And she was right. I know how it is to care about someone but know that you're better off without them. So no, I don't hate you. But we're still never going to be friends. I'm finally okay from our break up. Everyone is starting to see me become myself again.

I refuse to let myself become insecure. I'm a great girl. I'm nice and caring, and I'm fun to be around. I shouldn't doubt that. No one else should have any control over how I feel about myself. I'm worth taking a risk for. One day, the right guy, is going to know that.

You didn't deserve to be questioned the way I did it. I'm no longer you're girlfriend, I have no rights. And I really am sorry. I know your not a bad guy, you are a great guy, just not a great guy for me. So honestly, good luck in everything that you do. Please stay safe. Maybe years down the road from now, we'll somehow reconnect and be friends again, but that just seems like a different lifetime. Dream big and don't lose the ambition you have, I've always envied that trait. This is goodbye.

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