You Had Me Losing My Mind

We still haven't had our talk, but i'm pretty over it. You can't decide what you want and that's really clear and also perfectly okay. For once i know what i want, and it doesn't include you as more than a friend. I have spent months in the past wanting you. And you have known it all along. I have done all I can to help you and steer you away from those terrible things. I can't be the one to save you. And its not really fair to expect me to. This was my first two days of college classes. I love my classes. My teachers seem awesome. My room mate reminds me of my girls, which is both exciting and sad. I miss them more than anything in the world. They are my everything. I realise how much each one of them has impacted me. Constantly i drop your mom jokes, who else does that? I have had my lights off and just been listening to music in my room. Who else likes the dark and dancing around? And i have been wired and on energy drinks way too much. See these girls are a part of me. I didnt leave them behind at all. They are right here with me. And i wouldn't have it any other way.....well there is always room in my bed for a visit. Anytime.