It's Not Mine But I Want It

    Lauren is coming to visit me tonight for the whole weekend.  I can't wait, like I need this more than anything right now.  I feel kind of bad because i can't promise tonight is going to be that good, but tomorrow is going to be fabulous.  I've been really down recently.  I can't seem to figure out how to stop these feelings. 

   Your coming over today.  I haven't seen you in about a week, and I hated it.  I'm pushing myself away already.  I'm trying to find flaws in everything you say and do.  This is what I always do, this is what i've been trying to avoid. I wish you were around this weekend. I miss those arms around me.

I'm not that strong...

I miss the lips that made me fly.