This is not Homework.

I should be doing some school work but i can't seem to focus at all today.  My mood is so mediocre but i have no reason behind it.  I had a fun weekend, and i should be happy about that.  But i think it still hurts to see you kiss her. This is what i wanted though, us to be just friends.  I'm scared that your going to use her and hurt her.  Just like you have used me. Continuously you let me down and i'm trying to just accept it.  But i want the best for you and i don't want to have to think your a scum bag. Even though its pretty clear you are. Maybe one day you'll learn your limit and take it a little easier.

   I just want to cuddle and rest my head on your chest.  It's becoming clear that your what i want right now.  And i need to stop doubting myself and you.  You have had your chances and you never take them.  I really respect that. I missed having you around last night. All the guys call me "your girl."  I'm not really sure what to say to that, because what we are has no title and no rules.  I have spent the whole day thinking about you.