I'd do whatever i could so you'd stay.

     It's been an amazing birthday weekend, and it would be ridiculous not to thank everyone involved.  Thursday, my actual birthday was so much fun.  Some girls from my hall took me out to michaels.  We danced and had a good time. Then Friday we went up to the townhouses...like usual. =] Saturday i had a bonner thing.  We really bonded as a group. I'm excited for everything that comes next. Then i went to boys apartment and then up to the townhouses with Ash.  It was a fabulous time. I couldn't have asked for anything more. 

   What do you want?  I mean we use to be so close. But we lost that, you and i both know that. I've learned that your words are usually faulty.  It's been impossible to let you go. But i'm moving on the best i can. As much as it hurts when we talk, i just want you to be happy.  And i want me to be happy.  I assume both are going fairly well.

   Your chest is becoming somewhere i can rest my head.  There's no complaints there. I'm afraid to let my guard down, but i think that kiss on the cheek said it all. I have to stop running away from my feelings.  Maybe i'll start here.