This could be the start of something new.

This has been a really awesome new experience. I didn't think college would be this hard though. I find myself wanting to give up on a daily basis. I know i need to focus more, but it's all too new. I just want to soak it all in. Maybe this crush is all because boys are something i focus well on. They are the one thing that as much as they come and go, i don't usually give up. I can't wait for this weekend to come.
Tomorrow is my birthday! I'm really excited. Eighteen isn't much of a difference, but it seems right. College=young adults. Haha. I'm ridiculous. Tomorrow is not going to be fun however. I have a paper to write, a meeting to go to, and history stuff to read. Friday should be fun though. I have my last class till three thirty and then Steve is picking me up =] Were going to hang out, then i am coming back, changing and going to albany for a good time. Without the roomie =[ Saturday though...were going to ualbany to party it up. I can't wait. Yay.