post party.

It's still pretty early. But i think tonight will be the earliest night yet at Siena. Its been a whole bunch of fun times so far. You told me we needed to talk. And that you wanted to be completely sober when we did so. I have a few ideas of what you'll say. I really just want you to say that you love me. Not in a lets date kind of way, but more of a friends kind of way. But there are so many things this could be about. It's been nice meeting all the upperclassmen. They are so funny, trying to get me drunk, and the other night it worked. I really want to kiss someone but i dont just wanna kiss anyone. I want it to be cute and fun and mean something. I'm probably not going to find that.