You'll Think of Me

I spent the whole day thinking of you and the ways in which you changed me. Each notebook was filled with the ways in which I have grown and matured. You really did push me to change. I'm stronger now, than I have ever been. I'm no longer afraid to need someone. Although it can be really painful in the end, it is worth it to invest yourself into someone else. I have learned that speaking up and standing up for myself is really important. I need to be clear about what I want and what my intentions are. I can't blame others for not just knowing what I want.

I loved every little thing about you. Don't ever doubt who you are. You're strong and reliable and you only say things if you truly mean them. But you have to learn that it is okay to need someone. It is worth it. Please put yourself out there. I know you never did with me, and that use to hurt me so much in the past. But you weren't ready, and thats okay. But do not forget that needing someone else does not make you weak. If anything it makes you stronger and more mature. It means that you know that sometimes you just can't handle everything all on your own. It is okay to need help. Thank you. For everything. For loving me and allowing me to love you. I could never forget the way you made me feel so many things all at once.