Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Nightmares

They are taking over my nights that are now void of sleep even more so than they were in the past. You are in every single dream. I don't know why you're back in my thoughts this week. Why are these dreams torturing me to miss you. I was so happy a few days ago. Happy about this boy, who is so hard to read, just like you use to be. But he isn't at all what I need. He isn't consistent. Daily he makes me worry that I am not good enough or what he wants...

Welcome back self doubt, I haven't been missing you.

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