Messy

This is all too complicated. I can not wait to go home. Everything is such a mess. I miss you and I hate that I do. Why couldn't you just let me in? Now you realize that you lost your chances. Your trying more now than you ever did than. I told you that you hurt me, and you said you didn't even think that was possible. Of course it was possible. You knew how much I liked you and you took advantage of that. And now you want to try and fix things and make them more like they use to be.