Its so hard to have someone to love

     "If any guy hurts you, i'm going to kick the shit out of him. You deserve the best, and as much as I want that to be me, it's not right now."  I couldn't even be remotely mad because you couldn't even look at me. I could see the hurt in your eyes as you said "I didn't think it was going to be this hard, but it's been so so so hard Mel. I've been missing you and i'm going to continue missing you." My heart just hurts.