FOURever

   So my girls came to visit this weekend.  I don't think I have been this happy in a long time.  It was such an amazing weekend.  Jill's birthday was a blast. This weekend was unforgetable...haha well some parts might have been forgotten.

   I can't say i'm content with where we stand.  Last night you said some things you didn't mean.  I know when you look at me, it's not a friend kind of glance. The way you held your arms around me melted me.  When you kissed my forehead and said goodnight, I've never wanted something so out of reach. I'm happy that we don't want to hurt each other, but don't you think we could take a chance? Here I go doubting my decisions again. 

I've been feeling so used...