Find a Safe Place.

   My safe place has recently been your arms.  We faced the facts today.  You said "this isn't fair to you and i care too much."  You'll be gone in six months. Gone basically for good. Do you really think we would last that long?  You said you were bumming and you begged me not to be mad.  But I understand, and i've known the facts all along.  I know you don't want to hurt me, you've made that very clear.  You don't want to keep me but you dont want to lose me either. You said I was too happy and that you didnt get it.  But every moment with you makes my smile bigger and I can't help but treasure the moments we have. The only reason i slept was because i knew you were there. Thanks for wrapping me up in your arms and letting me snuggle into your chest. I don't know where we stand now.  And if were still going to hang out, but you've made me feel a lot better. Your not using me. "Mel you know i'm not like that, i never want to be that guy. Thats why i'm not sure what to do." Thanks for just being honest, i've been waiting to hear something like that from you.