Its been a week.

Since i last saw you. So when you said you wanted to see me yesterday, I couldn't wait. You said you'd pick me up around nine and even though i sort of already had plans, I needed to see you. I figured I'd hang out with the groupies before you came to get me. So when we went up to the townhouse and you were there, I was a little surprised.  You seemed to have no interest in me. You gave me a few nudges but it didn't feel like you.  Then you asked me what I was doing tonight, and I think my jaw dropped. Nothing, i had no plans, except to hang out with you...

  Maybe this is all over.  And i should stop wasting my time thinking about you so much. Today i'll be alone till six. I need to go home. It's family weekend and my family was too busy to come visit. Isn't that awesome? I feel like i'm losing everything. And i know going home won't make it any better.  I'm trying so hard to hang onto everything that means something but it gets harder with every minute that passes.

Sometimes all a girl needs is love.