Fuck fuck fuck. I find way too much comfort in those arms.  Your chest is somewhere i can rest my head easy. I know you don't want anything out of this. I'm just a kid to you. Tonight you said I have a lot of growing up to do.  And I guess i do.  Because i need to stop being so childish and thinking that this will turn into something. I need to stop getting my hopes up on you when you refuse to let me in.  I kept telling myself it would take time.  But i'm not just some girl you can call when your bored and need a break.  I know I deserve more than this, but I'm not ready to let this go.