Dear...well you know who.

I've been doing my best to try and not think about everything. But everything is tied to you. All my notebooks are filled with you. I opened my bio notebook to read "You hold my whole heart, i can't imagine ever giving it to anyone else." I'm not trying to tell you this to hurt you. I'd never want that. But I'm trying to figure out how. How am i going to let go? How am I going to stop feeling everything for only you? I refuse to cry anymore. My eyes ran out of tears days ago. How is this fair? You've known all along that we wouldn't last. I was too naive to believe you. I thought that somehow we could do it. That you wouldn't be able to just end it. I thought we could make it through anything. I can be such a stupid girl sometimes. Thinking that you were the one for me, and that I could spend forever in your arms. I keep replaying one moment over and over again in my head. The weekend when you came to visit when you said "you're my everything." I guess I thought that meant a lot more than it actually did.