Doesn't Matter How Small

I made you promise not to forget me, and you said "Oh please. Just cause your small doesn't mean I'll forget." It made me feel a lot better. I just needed you to know what has been on my mind. I need to start telling you how I feel. Opening up should come easy at this point. We have been in this mess too long, to act like I don't care. Everything I have is invested in you. Recently I've needed you more than you could ever understand. I need to tell you that. I need to tell you that I cry every day, missing you, and hoping that this is somehow all just a bad dream. Your so happy and excited about what your starting. Your dreams scare me to death but make me so proud at the same time. Your one of the strongest people I know. Your dedication knocks me off my feet. When you want something, you never stop going for it. You have passion that drives me wild. I should stop being so scared of losing you. If you didn't want me around, you would have told me that by now.