Day 1 In Not Seeing You

      I want the best of both worlds.  I want my friends from home, my biddies from college, and him all in the same 20 miles of each other.  Thats not going to happen though. I can't wait to go home today, because i miss my girls, my dogs, and my family. I know that home doesn't include him and I'm not so sure I like that.  I find comfort in everything about him.  Even in the sweatshirt he gave me with his name accross the back. I'm content with where we are because I know I mean something to him.  We don't need a title for either of us to know that.