You're putting in an effort again. A real effort, with coffee delivery, and lunch dates. Once again I find sleep with my head rested safely on your chest. But then you had to go and tell me that I deserve someone better. And I shouldn't pass up a great guy because of you. At first I just agreed and kept on with my day. But suddenly, it has been playing over and over again in my head. You don't want to commit to me. Do you want me all to yourself?
You are so predictable. You love spending the days with me, cuddled up and watching a movie, but you are still waiting for her to come back. You still want her back, don't you? I never measure up to the girl from the past. I can't even ever say I am second best.
Maybe I am jumping too far ahead of myself. I am such a mess this week and so full of self doubt. He makes me so happy when were laying together, hand in hand. But I feel so alone at the end of every night.
Why can't i feel anything real anymore?
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