A Beautiful Mess?

I'm a wreck and I can't explain it to anyone. This place is anything but comforting. I'm always disappointing someone, and someone is always disappointing me. I need you so much right now. But your out of reach. Even the phone calls are slowly disappearing. It's going to be like this for a long time, and it is only going to get worse. How am I going to be able to hang on?